As stated on the title, blank… I am totally blank now. Listening to Emi Fujita on iTunes and savoring the night and trying to relax myself out of the tiring day and boring weekday nights at home. I have no idea what I am feeling right now. All mixed up, and I am trying to clear them all and have a very good night sleep afterwards.
Work been like that as always, nothing much to learn, and I almost lost hope. But I see some lights out there, maybe I shall run to be able to reach there. I just feel like having a break from all these for a very long time till I get bored and back to this normal life again.
Future is still blurry for me, I don’t even know the path I am walking on right now. Thank God holiday season is here, at least I could have some rest for awhile. I hope I could. But there isn’t just any feeling of greatness right now. Maybe its just not the time yet. Everywhere is so crowded. I just feel like escaping to somewhere silent with slow classical song playing and enjoying the day and night doing nothing but relax.
I have learnt some lessons in life, but its incomparable to anyone who have had few years of experience out there. I hope I can be better and make good use of the lessons learnt.
Nothing could express my feeling right now. Its just “blank”… Good nite people. Hope tomorrow will be brighter and sunny.
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December 18th, 2007 at 2:53 pm
once in while, some people get that kinda feelin, coz they got too much time to do nothing. Karna ga ada aktifitas yg padat, pikiran yg kemana2.
Compare urself to some ppl yg dikejar2 deadline,, I bet mereka pasti mo trade life with urs. Just bear with it lah, ur gf coming soon man, damn honeymoon time. *cheers*
December 18th, 2007 at 3:20 pm
I wish so. No choice but to hold on this boringness and empty feelings. hehe thanks btw.