Feb 27

Another experience on bus in Singapore. On my way back to Toa Payoh again just now, I sat at the front area. There weren’t many people inside the bus. After sat down for 1 mintutes, I heard some bad words from the back. I thought someone must been quarelling on the phone or what.

After awhile, that bad words keep on repeating and repeating. At times, it gets louder and keep on going continuously. Stopped for few seconds, and continue again. It keeps on the whole journey back.

I turned back and saw an old man sitting in the middle back seat. I suspected he is the one saying it out loud. So when reaching, I take a look further. It was him.

What he did?

He stand up, look at the ceiling and keep on saying: “Kan Ni Lau Bo Chao Chee Bye” (Fcuk your old wife’s smelly c*nt)

After awhile he will sit down. I can see the face of aunties and ladies around hearing this.

I myself felt annoyed by this. I feel like shouting back: Heyy Lam Pha, shut up lar!

But I was patience enough to keep quiet and try not to get dragged further. It is causing me more stress.

Finally I reached home. And again for the second night, there was a chinese opera at the ground floor, which disturbs a lot. So I have to shut the windows to prevent the sound from disturbing. Its scary at night when you hear those sounds. Damn.

Bout work, its getting more and more. Keeps on coming and I can’t finish my jobs on the day itself. I hope I could settle all of them within this week. Lots to catch up.

More replanning required to face the changes. :)

written by surfnux

Jan 09

Time after time, we have to make some important decision which concerns our future or the next steps ahead, like deciding what career you are going to pursue, how long you gonna be in this field, what is your next step and all. I tend to be sucky at doing this and always confused each time these things came into my mind.

And when that time comes, I will tend to ask opinions from friends and which in the end, I still have to make a choice or decision. Sometimes I am not sure of what I am doing or what will be best for me and what I like. Its just too complicated when one have to decide of his next steps or something that one has to live with for the coming time.

I wish there are a fixed route where at certain point of time, I do this, do that, go for this, go for that. But no. This is adult’s life. You will have to make your own decision based on your analysis and feeling. If it does not feels right, don’t be unsure of your decision. Always go for the one that you feels you will like it or have a good feeling at it.

Sorry for this early morning ramblings. Been having thoughts of what should I do next, where shall I move to, what kind of life I want to live on. Since I started working, my life has not started fully yet. Well, at least something new is there, but my plan to study for CCNA, and all the others were not started yet. I need to get moving before its too late.

At times, I came to think, why at times when I just felt that Iw as on the comfort zone, I started to have more stress from works, and after awhile, it is back to the comfort zone. Seems like there will be no comfort zone for the field I am doing as problems will always comes when it has to comes.

Okay, enough ramblings. Yesterday’s body combat rocks bottom. Hope I could upgrade my membership soon and started to take Body Combat about 3-4 times a week. With this, I could have loose more pounds. Yayy!!..

written by surfnux

Dec 18

Rain

Rain can be nice when you are enjoying yourself at home watching tv, laying down lazily on the sofa
Rain can be very cooling, and that is a nice feeling
Rain clears up the polution, and the air becames fresh

BUT……

I hate rain when it has to rain on the time I have to go back from work
I hate rain when it is time for me to rush for class at gym
I hate rain when I wear my flip flops, as it will be slippery everywhere
I hate rain when it keeps on raining the whole day and at the time when people need to go outdoor
I hate rain as it slows down all transports
I hate rainy season!!!!

Worst rainy season is in Singapore. It can rain day and night non-stop for few days. That is what happenned last year. Perhaps this year will be the same again. Outdoor activities will faced a lot of cancellation, delay, postpone and all. Just like my jogging schedule last year.

I almost gave up going for the class today, but due to my determination, I give it a shot. I chased and raced myself out there to the gym and hoping I am able to join the class.

Lucky enough that my effort was not wasted. I arrived on the right time when people just entered the class room. So, I rushed for a quick change, filled up water, wear my sneakers, and just right when I entered the room, the first move gonna start. I was damn happy that I made it. And no thanks to the rain.

Today had a nice body combat class where everyone shouts around, making some echoes around the room. What a good spirit on rainy Monday evening post-work workout.

Then on the way back, almost slipped over due to my flip flops. Catched a bus, and heavily rain after that. Luckily at the time when the bus reaches the LRT station, the rain has lesser. And now it rains heavily again here. What a rain. Its like stop, rain, stop, rain, and all. And at the time I am writing this, it gets even heavier as if it understands what I am writing here ranting about it.

Okay lah, I think enough ranting. Hope tomorrow rain again. I shall get ready my umbrella now. Nite.

written by surfnux

Nov 07

Well, feeling like blogging in Indonesian language once in awhile. Title: Bosen (bored).

Bosennya aku, hidup ini terasa udah nga ada yang fun. Setelah libur 1 minggu pulang kampung, dan setelah 1 minggu mulai kerja lagi, gua merasa segalanya kembali ke jalan yang sama. Setiap hari bangun pagi jam 6, siap2, jam 6.45 berangkat naek LRT, MRT dan Bus dan jalan kaki ke kantor. Sampai kantor, beli buah ato kue2 ato roti buat snack, then surf net bentar, pas boss dah datang, gua kerja.

Udah itu siangnya makan, duduk2 di taman kecil di depan kantor (banyak nyamuk neh) sambil mencuci mata (eitss jangan salah sangka, bkn cuci mata yg itu. ini cuci mata liat tumbuh2an hijau biar mata refresh dikit). Setelah waktu makan siang abis, balik lagi ke meja gua, sambung lagi kerja menyetreskan diri menjawab berbagai masalah, permintaan, basa basi, dan cingkoneknya para pelanggan. Udah itu, tea time getting ready for pre-workout and post-work meal. Siap itu buru2 deh ke gym, olah raga, bakar kalori, buat otot, biar kurus, sekalian buang stress. Kalo nga gym, rasanya bakal stress, so kalo gk gym ya harus pergi makan dan ajakin teman2 rame2 makan.

Siap gym udah telat, kadang2 jam 8 siap, kadang2 8.30. Sampai rumah jam 9 ato 9.30 udah. Beres2, istirahat, duduk2 bentar nonton tv, udah waktunya tidur jam 10.

Udah deh, tidur lagi, trus besoknya bangun pagi lagi.

Begitulah sehari2 hidup saya di sini. Gk fun abis deh. Funnya cuman di Jumat malam dan weekend.

Apa lagi pas kerja, udah deh, stress abiss…. kerjaan bertumpuk terus, trus yang kerjain cuman gua sendiri. Trus satu2 maunya cepat aja. Tar kalo gua gk tau punya, gua pusing lagi. Harus research2 lagi, then tanya2 orang. Kapankah ini akan berakhir? Apakah ini tanda2nya kerja ini udah cukup buat gua? dan gua harus melanjak ke tahap berikutnya? Udah 5 bulan lebih kerja di sini, dan udah banyak kebencian yang aku tumpuk terhadap pelanggan2 yang selalu mengacau dan tidak ikut prosedur. Selalunya membuatku menjadi bahan marahan dari boss. Semuanya karena mereka.

Ada satu yang paling gua benci, selalunya panggil gua friend, kadang2 ampe panggil bro. Trus kalo dia lg gk senang, gk ada basa basi. trus emailnya selalu paling pendek dengan 2-3 kalimat. Selalu deh kurang informasi, tapi maunya banyak. Bener2 bosan hidup ini orang.

Udah deh, kayaknya udah cukup gua ribut2 tentang hidup di sini. Hari ini rasanya mau ambil MC aja, tp karena di pikir2 kalo MC, kerja gua bakal numpuk, so mending jangan deh. Tar deh kapan2 kalo udah mo dekat dengan waktunya beranjak dari tempat duduk ini. Ini gua lagi blog sambil delete2 spam dan liat apa aja e-mail2 yang harus gua balas hari ini.

Coba gua nga ada aktifitas gym ama jalan2 and relax2 di weekend, bisa2 gila kali ya. Satu bulan pertama kerja, turun 2 kg karena stress. Bulan berikutnya udah mulai gym, so udah kurang stress, karena begitu masuk gym, keluarin keringat, semuanya ringan kembail. Apa lagi kalo body combat, di tendang2, di tonjok2, di siku2, di upper cut upper cut, di chop chop dan di macam2in deh. Segala kemarahan, ke-setressan telah di musnahkan. :p

Cukup sampai di sini. Sekian dan Terima Kasih.

Sambungan

Setelah di pikir2, hidup ini emang begitu. Tidak ada kerja yang mudah di awal2nya. Semua perlu belajar, tidak ada hari tanpa belajar. Jadi kalo mau berhasil dan maju, belajar terus pantang mundur. Gara2 gua malas tanya, sesat di jalan. Sekarang jadi sesat dan kerjaan bertumpuk. Semakin malas bertanya, semakin banyak kerja yg gk siap. Gitu lah jadinya. Nasib. Harus berpendirian kuat ini. Mudah2an bisa lewati semua ini dengan mulus. Ok de, kembali bekerja.

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